I played in a live tournement last night and I am still kicking myself this morning for playing like a right dope. I'm not sure why I'm posting this up other than
a) I'm hoping it's theraputic for me in some way as it was the first thing I thought about when I woke up.
b) As a lesson how not to win a live MTT for anyone who is interested.
It's a £30 (rebuy for first 90 mins) pot limit holdem tournement with 76 players.
I spend the first 90 minutes playing super tight and very aggressive. I'm building a really good table image and have only played 5 hands (other than when I'm obliged by being on the BB) and won the two showdowns I have been involved in.
One was when my JJ held up against 10 10.
Then I made a pot sized raise with AKs which was folded by the whole table (I then flipped over my cards to add to this tight image I'm building).
The last showdown before rebuys finish I am on the button and the table has one caller in early and I flat call 87s. The BB checks. The flop comes 9d 6d 5h so I flop the straight but naturally I'm concerned about the flush. It checks round to me and I bet the pot. Early caller calls and BB folds. The turn comes 4s. I go all in (which is just shy of the pot total) and I'm called. Now I know the caller from a few years back when I started playing poker and he's a very strong player who enters the British £1,500 freezout champs every year. He won it on a deal a few years back (so he tells anyone who'll listen and I guess he must be telling the truth or someone would have called him a lying tosser by now.) Anyhow. I know he puts me on AKs or drawing to a high flush because of my super tight play. I have obviously been folding suited low connectors up to now otherwise I would have been playing more pots - so I know he doesn't put me on the flopped straight. He calls and we turn them over to see he is nut flushing - the river comes rags and I double up.
I can see he is confused as are some other players as I've been too tight to be playing suited low connectors until now but the truth is I just got lucky the one time I decided to donate a flat call pre flop as I was on the button and just felt like seeing the flop.
Rebuys finish - I don't need to top up as I'm in good shape and I haven't rebought once. I'm feeling pretty good.
I now win an all in raise, reraise, reraise battle with KK in the hole against JJ. I'm just about chip leader.
Then I play like a prat and I suppose this is the crux of my post. This is how to undo 3 hours hard work in one stupid hand. (Comments welcomed by people who can play).
I'm in late position and hold AJs.
1 - folds
2 - 2,000 raise
3 - folds,
4 - folds,
5 - folds,
6 - folds,
Me - calls (2 doesn't worry me too much as he's medium loose / aggressive)
SB - folds
BB - reraises 6,500
2 - folds
Me - I should fold here.

The BB is the British Champs player and I know after a raise and a call by super tight image man (me) he must have better than AJs. What the fuck am I thinking? I have about 13,000 in chips still in front of me He has only 400 chips on top of his 6,500 raise so it will be effectively a 6,900 call to me.
I'm in good shape overall and I shouldn't get involved here. I'm still kicking myself this morning as the call is such a donkey play here. Anyway I do call (after much pondering) and he flips over KK so as I suspected I'm behind. Ok I have a few outs here but it's still a
crap play.
He makes a full house KKKJJ - I make JJJAx. (King on the flop by the way so I'm never hopeful).
Now I go back to being super tight with my remaining 6,000 chips but the BB is now at about 600 and I'm dangerously close to that 10 x BB where stuff gets a bit scarey. Eventually I have to push my JJ when blinded down to 4,000 and lose heads up to QQ.
In effect I played 4 hours of poker and bust myself out by playing
one really crap hand.
Anyway - thanks for letting me get that off my chest. I must go to work.
