Wandering Aimlessly About The Net

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I dont want to look at my favs. I want to find new stuff. Lets take a walk
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Man i wish i cared half as much as this fella
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9) Start recycling again. But try to adhere to the 3 R’s (reduce, reuse and then recycle).(slowly doing this)
10) Reduce my food waste buy using everything I can.(learning How)
11) Attempt to Compost my food waste in my apartment (vermicomposting)

Fcuk i have never had a chance to think about anything on that level. Im still stuck in the 'hitting 40 and going nowhere' level. drinking too much, getting into bother not paying bills, not getting sex etc. My main prob at the moment is that i find it really hard to wake up and get out of bed. Sleep seems like the only thing i do that could be considered good for my body. I dont even dream anymore. Before i would stay asleep to continue epic dreams. Now i just think 'how am i gonna have enough to eat and smoke without leaving the house'. Spar is crippling my finances and my diet is the same. Whatever they have reduced and thats always Stovies in a plastic tray. thats all i eat at the mo. that and crisps. Im just up and im considering not going to spar at all just so as i will not stay up all night. At 10:30 tonight i will be cursing myself. Next thing i know im eating a huge 'munchie box' from my local takeaway and im reasuring myself on the money front that yes i will start selling pornos about pubs or that all i need to do is sort my poker playing out a bit. still you cant worry about that. Lets go see what the net has to say about nothing in particular.

I woke up happy this morning. For the first time in a very long time. Maybe it is cause I am actually sleeping at night

man i hate people. I shouldnt really as im no differant and perhaps even worse. Shit if the above was true i must be the happiest person in Britain. actually i have been watching the 2 series of alan partridge again and thats been keeping me happy. Alan is a man just like you and me.

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Ive been wandering aimlessly about this site
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Im trying to work out if it's a bit profound for me or just so shit that its under the interest radar. I click, i read i feel nothing. I think its his fault. the only slightly intersting thing i have read is the fella's laudermat Lauduar launderma Laundary reports. I was just thinking that i could go grab a coffee and actually go and look at something intersting like tonight's football but nope i am stuck here for a while. I have to be for the good of the thread. this aint like running a competition for me and needs resolution. I'm sitting here in silence as usual. Oh i bought an external hard drive to free up some space in my comp. Be handy as then i can burn disks and stuff from any computer. My reasoning being is if i fill it with porn dvds i could burn them off no matter where i am in the world. I'd have loved to have got a big fcuk off 800gb one but this is all i could afford-


160GB TrekStor DataStation External Hard Drive > Maplin

160GB TrekStor DataStation External Hard Drive
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SAVE £20.00 was £49.99

oh that remonds me i need to go check to see if i have USB 2 on my computer. USB2 is about 40 times faster than USB 1

Start>right click on My compuer>>Properties>>hardware>>>device manager



bah that doesnt look good for me. does anyone know?

Just to sound like the fella in the forst post (or like me) the reason i dont want to stay up all night is that i have a woman coming round from Headway Ayshire. Don't laugh. I don't know if i am just being silly and god knows how all this has all come about. They help folks with head injuries. I think theyre laughing at me and my 17 years since mine. ever since my car crash i have ben quite insular prefering my own company. dope started to make me paranoid too. something DID happen to me when i turned my car over 3 times at 80+ mph. I banged my head as it turned the first time and it only had a canvas sunroof. I walked away from that crash and never even needed to go to the hospital. I was just glad i never killed anyone else and i suppose i was a bit thankfull i was alive. anyhow if you crash at 80mph and the first contact point you have with an imovable object is with your head then im sure it cant be good.MRI scans here we come

right im for that coffee i think.

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im all darted up tonight. see 'other sports' thread in Live Sports forum and the threads in the Darts forum. Next game is 10pm so i have a little time. Looks like there is no spar for me. I dont care. It will just make me appreciate food more tomorrow. I suppose i should think about what i have and not what i havent. the world is my oyster. I'm looking forward to doing a bit of housework in the morning and taking the day by the horns. Whenever i think like that i think 'and go out for a few pints' I have to remember that i dont go out for beer now nor do i get it in. Life with no beer sounds almost hopeless right now. It's enough to make me want to get pissed. I could go to spar and get beer. No that is not going to help. If i just always have NO BEER then maybe life will improve. I wish there was an alternative to beer. Im bored of every drug and i dont want to take anything too unworldly. that said it is mushroom season. Maybe i could go and get some mushrooms in the morning. this would mean staying up all night. I'll go read more about mushroom season before 'the darts' as its about 18 years since i went picking mushrooms
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A VICTORIAN woman who beat a rare flesh-eating disease says she survived the terrifying ordeal only because she was "fat".

Clair Robinson, 23, is lucky to be alive after contracting the killer bacteria following surgery at a regional hospital.

The shop assistant thought she had a fever and stomach ache until she was told the life-threatening condition was eating through her stomach muscles and body tissue.

"Being big saved my life," she said.

"If I had have been smaller it would have eaten my organs and my insides. My kidneys and liver would have been eaten if I hadn't have been big.

"Maybe fat people do have a good life after all."

Being fat beat flesh-eating disease | Herald Sun

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some 'intersting' sites
Cliff Pickover's RealityCarnival
Damn Interesting
Interesting Pile

im away to have a look at these. God im starving. im a fool. still it will make me get up tomorrow
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Ah well thats that all done. the woman came round and to my worst fear she was young and lovely. It's hard being honest about how shit you have been with a young lovely as there's part of me that wants to impress her. I resisted making out i was 'ok really' which wasnt hard to do. she's putting my in touch with some therapist fella and their gonna look at addressing my probs with fines and bills and drink. thats about it really. I will let them down and fall further no doubt. Rats im boring myself now. Just trying to get in the swing. Gen Chat gets a few viewers eh? helloo :wave

Actually it IS THE SAME OLD STORY FROM ME. thats why im bored on this thread. right im gonna fcuk off and install that golf game and see if it works