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[kompressaur]

Traeth. To be fair Traeth i actually thought about CG as i went to the shop earlier and i felt sorry for him. I realise now that he found something in TDP and sadly i wasn't part of it. In all honesty though if you left the something that CG liked to make TDP what it is then sadly that something wouldn't actually be that great. You need a madman that doesnt mind posting like fcuk to keep the ball rolling and thats why as long as i am alive and online TDP is always going somewhere. We just need a few more folks in to take the workload off you all and to actually give you all someone to talk with. Ive done my bit in admin and now its time to start getting folks in to enjoy it. I need to plan this right though. I need to be able to wake up every day in my tent (yes im getting a tent so i aint a proper tramp, soz i need my own space) with a purpose. We need to give me a purpose and if its just bill sticking posters up then so be it. I can't do it for nothing though and i do need a hard and fast plan. you know what i have so far so all help appreciated.

I like the anti visit thing Traeth. thats got me thinking. It works doesnt it? I think i would be more inclined to go to a website if i have been told not to. Dont visit www.thedailypunt.com if your called CG nope thats not good and as i aid i even quite like CG. Maybe just-

don't visit www.thedailypunt.com

nah

if your a loser then dont visit www.thedailypunt.com

nah maybe not. Let me go get my google notebook open (if i can) and see what notes i had in there. nah i cant my browsers are fcuked I cant even go to oddschecker and choose scottish football as it wont open.

k just to sumarise, i am going to walk about Britain this summer and i need a purpose. the only purpose i have had for 3 years is helping to make TDP. Now i want to promote it. All ideas and suggestions appreciated no matter how bizarre they may seem

[kompressaur]

Im so depressed. So depressed that i can't even fathom things. I went to the dentist yesterday and my crown has fell out already. Sums everything up. I can't become a tramp. I like staying in houses. Shit everything has really went tits up. I havent paid any rent nor my fines in 5 weeks either. Im just sitting here waiting for...well i dunno. Ive managed to put away a wee bit of money due to having a good 4 weeks playing poker (that and not paying my rent and fines ) so i am in better shape than i have been. I can't get a live-in bar job as i do like to be online and yes i do want to get TDP moving forward. I should take the gypsy's advice and give everything up but when you think of it TDP is all i have had to live for for too long. Why throw it all away? Don't mind me im just trying to get a grip of things. Im going to go to the citizen's advice tomorrow for what it's worth. No offence to them but the twice ive been there i have got some old biddy that knows less than me about how to help me. I can't get a job as they don't like people turning up drunk for work and i can't see how i wont turn up drunk if at all. Aye i see now that TDP and the internet is my only way out of it. I need to get a flat and then start getting serious online. Serious on here (just posting) and serious with my poker. I need to get back on the sick as thats what i am. They shouldnt expect me to work as i can't. Ok so i think ive sorted that out. I get a flat and an internet connection.

Whats been wrong in my past doing this? I dont leave the house and my body is festering. So i need to start leaving the house and i need exercise. I will but a weight bench and do weights as i post and play. Maybe i could do 1 hour of walking religiously a day. I might have to go homeless though. No i can't. I need to go and sign on in a new area and get a flat. It's that simple. k so my plans are go and see the CAB tomorrow and explain everything. No matter what happens it doesnt matter as as from the 30th all my probs of now will be old probs. I will have a new flat and a new landlord. Referances will be a bugger but i suppose you can make them up. Have i resolved things here? They dont feel resolved. Im sorry but im going to the shop and im getting a bottle of rum. Some rum and some ice and i'll get my crystal glass out. I will play poker and hang about Gen Chat and for a few hours life will seem ok. Tomorrow i will CAB it and then Friday i will work on my Scottish football coupon. Aye things could be worse. Oh i will get a docs appointment tomorrow too. So i go to Glasgow or Ayr, ask to sign on, get an appointment to start signing, get a flat, pay the deposit, put in the forms and then explain to the social i can't work (which i can't) and see if i can get on the sick. If i have to stay on the dole then they will see i cant do interviews etc. Bottom line is i need to keep winning at poker. thats it. That and posting here. I wont get involved in threads like my mods one and im sorry about that. I need to remove myself somewhat from the place. aye thats what i will do.

soz dont mind me i was just looking for direction. as you can see i don't have that many places to go.

[Winrew]

bottle of rum

Not sure if thats the answer to be fair Komp
I still get amazed at how high (not in the drug sense ) that you can be one day, then fall down to earth with a bump the next day..
Whats the answer , well , only you can sort it i suppose..

[kompressaur]

If i stayed off the drink full stop Winrew i might have a chance. Sorry mate ive spent too long sitting here thinking about my shitty life not to go and get the rum. Once i get out of here and move on then maybe i will have an excuse to not get the rum but tonight im gonna start my own thread (and try to stay to it) and drink myself into a stuppor. Oh and play some poker too. Ive also had a few revelations told to me about my dad the last few days and thats go me thinking a bit too. To me he was a cnut that played for Clyde. Now he's just a cnut that played for Clyde and fcuked up lots of people's lives. thats no excuse for me to go get drunk but im that weak im taking it as being one. Truth be told Winrew i find it hard to stay awake for more than 5hrs these days. the drink will keep me awake but sadly as you all know im just a pest on the drink. I will try and keep myself to myself though. Maybe with such thoughts already in my mind i wont be giving it 'the big one' as i know i dont have a 'big one' to give (oooer )

Thanks for the post Winrew and i promise you i wont let TDP down tonight. I wont even let myself down.

[Winrew]

Thanks for the post Winrew and i promise you i wont let TDP down tonight

To right you wont , ive put a temporary ban on you until thursday

[kompressaur]

and in truth that should be the way Winrew. Like Wilmore i just can't be trusted. Truth be told Winrew i just phoned my sister there (my original one) There's a lot been happening since i met my new sister and even though my old sis had a lot of bad things to tell me i feel better for knowing it all. Maybe a few demons can be laid to rest. Also....i might have a laptop computer i just need to plug in a usb modem and hopefully i will be online no matter where i end up (hostel, bedsit etc) that cheers me up. Now i just want to get drunk to celebrate my contentedness

[DAN DAN]

Komp if the crown is out someone can put it back in quickly, that doesnt need sedation, just a wee bit of polyfilla type stuff and it's back in.

Call them.

[kompressaur]

Truth be told Dan it was just a temporary one and as usual i was just being effected. I suppose that when they put the 'proper' one in it will be the time to start worrying. Im a little more concerned about the bit of tooth they left thats now got gum over it I thought they might be leaving it to attach my falsers to but now the gums over it that wont be happening. That happened before to me and it's caused me discomfort ever since. I will mention to them a week on tuesday though. the day before i have to leave my house. boy thats gonna be fun. Suppose i just need somewhere to go. If i wasnt so dependent on the net and my use of it as a 'comfort blanket' then i wouldnt worry. Truth be told i feel like i have to explain myself online for even a day's missing. You know when i aint here i'm just trying to give up my grip on the place and whilst im away im just using the time to look into things i was wanting to look at for TDP. Aye i might be a cnut at times folks but i have learnt that my hearts in the right place. Maybe too much so at times but i dont care about me. I care about trying to make this place good for everyone else.

[DAN DAN]

I doubt that it will be a bit of tooth left isn't it just bone? They would tell you or the person with you if there was root left.

Maybe it's different with sedation, maybe they will wait till you are back to say there is root left but often people get mixed up with bits of tooth and bone. Check when you are back.

As I said I'm off sick so I can't even check your notes to see what was said. It really is a 2 min job to put the temp back in, make it your business to get some of that walking you mentioned and get up there and get it put back in.